"I said I was leaving the day before and they said I wouldn't be allowed to. They said they'd be watching me 24 hours a day. So I was super paranoid, super cautious. But that doesn't bother me. I mean, they owed it to me, in a sense, to keep me on the hill. If I grow enough, someday I may come back. I care about Mel Lyman more than anyone outside of myself; someday I may be able to care about him more than me. The people who can, have something really beautiful going." Paul Williams, quoted by David Felton, in "The Lyman Family's Holy Siege of America" (originally appeared in Rolling Stone, Dec. 23, 1971, pp. 40-60).